****TRAVEL NOTICE**** I am traveling to Florida on NOVEMBER 21 through NOVEMBER 29TH. I am looking to network with Florida based photographers and models. I have rented a condo near Melbourn on the coast. I am willing to open the condo and surrounding area to interested parties, free of charge to create art together. I am open to traveling also, while I am there. Honor yourself in this moment for following your inner voice and prompt others to do the same! Namaste, Malachi
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Every moment is divine, and I try to be present and never take anyone/thing for granted. Every interaction whether good or bad can be an experience to learn and grow from. I come to the artistic table with an attitude of gratitude for what and who the universe brings across my path. I see this work as an art and an opportunity to meet others, who are all mirrors of myself. I am very open-minded and fun loving. I love the process of co-creating a master piece. The time involved is precious, but the outcome and the connection made can be priceless.
I am a personal trainer, Reike healer, and feed my mind and body with wellness often as possible. I am represented by
www.sportsu.com, a sports/fitness agency in Portland for the past three years. I also network on
www.onemodelplace.com. I spend a lot of time working on body, mind, and spirit and I don't take health for granted. I enjoy yoga, meditation, Reike, nature, and many forms of indoor and outdoor exercise. I am open to different types of paid work, though no porn please... let's keep it beautiful! I will do tfp if it is very unique, and done from the heart, with a creative and inspired spirit.
Thanks for taking the time to look at a few of my pictures. I have many more currently in the works. Let's make some amazing moment to moment magic together!
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(FLOW OF CONSCIOUSNESS AND BLISS RECENTLY! : )
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I watched Thirteen Ghosts recently, been seeing Gothic and darker, yet beautiful still. Even down to the type of photographers I have attracted into my reality when networking for modeling on
www.modelmayhem.com lately. I've been almost drawn to all open states, darker and lighter, normal societal thoughts as good and white/darkness; lack of light... (if you will envision that for me.)
I have been powerful, vivid, very lucid, after watching 13 Ghosts, I felt the real message. It appeared to be LOVE is truly a verb, it takes action not words in life, unspoken is louder than verbal, love is stronger than any ailment, any dark thoughts, love is all. LOVE is part and the only tying part that is holding consciousness woven together. The same consciousness that humans, try to slaughter and make separate all the time; throughout existence in various ways.
When we choose to be separate/isolate, we are disconnected, way from source, from our piece that is so crucial in the interconnection of all DNA, all living organisms. We separate, isolate, and become angry, depressed, sad, etc; other low energy bad vibratory emotions that hurts the whole, brings done a sector of the loving energy that is our natural state, at the moment of inception into this plane of reality we all share.
With that quick flow unloaded from my mind, all of our minds; in a shared consciousness............ I just had a very nice and vibratory meditation; best sense of real and true prayer in my life time! I turned on Kaboo, 90.7?, the public station, where consciousness though music was shared by the DJ and other souls tapping in: no doubt about that. I was feeling the music get louder, more angelic.....as it rose into my upper Chakras (my upper presence of state of mind), t-h-e-n my friend, my reflection reading in the moment------ down to a mellow loving bass beat again in my root chakra, with light base, slow bass in the background.)
During this experience, I kept seeing and feeling "TRINITY" remembering my upbringing, about the father, the son, and holy spirit, and how it was taught through the bible, through the Catholic Church.
The one in all GOD. Jesus, God the father, and the Holy Spirit. In my cabin on first lake in Forest Lake, MN., my family had a picture of tongues of fire on the head of the twelve apostles. My father explained that as the touch, the gentle and powerful gift of spirit. He explained it is the same source that heals those that are told they are ready to die, that gives hope, and guides us. Most of my life, I have craved my own learning, my own spiritual or even anti spiritual journey at one time or another. Now, I have no guilt, just living from my heart and more universal understanding each moment.
I never understood what that meant, still learning; still striving to calculate all of that world view with my open spiritual attitude of today, of the most recent moments to pass. I realized during this kriya meditation combined with the traditional prayer each am that I grew up knowing and understanding, the gist of linking in life making ones years of knowing, years of teaching, mend in with the moment. I realized how much I slowed my breath subconsciously after awhile, and how much that I can preserve my own life by saving breath, only speaking when is necessary, to think before speaking. (I thought it if we could all do that the majority of our waking breaths, how different general though, general consciousness would be.)
The importance is MASSIVE< beyond comprehensionon...... of spreading deep breath, slowing down, thinking of what we say, do, eat, buy, what we think even.
I felt a few moments back that TRINITY correlated with mind, body, spirit business that I am so driven to know deeper, to share, to want others to know in this reality. Holy spirit, is a shared body, shared consciousness; God in all his reflection and aspects of self, for this plain, for the reality we all share; all us crucial souls. Holy Spirit reflects the physical body, the mind, is correlated as Jesus, in a sense. Our minds want to be loving and think loving and positive by nature, since we are all created in a divine image. However, our actions, what and how we are socialized as young children, young souls; we take in... some of all those negative forces more than the positive and light filled experiences throughout our life: for most of us.
The negative experiences hurt deep, we allow them to rule our minds at times, become our minds instead of choosing our natural loving and giving state of BLISS. The devil would come into play when we allow the negative and hard life lessons outweigh all of the bliss, all of the blessing we all have each moment. Such as, life, breath, being able to learn, communicate, feel, even hurt deeply... so we can know what non hurt feels like and honor that; try to stay in a non-hurtful pattern in life and share that with others......... the spirit would correlate to that gateway we all seek, the gateway of pure love, pure non judgement, no ego, LOVE and acceptance of our own parcel of being, of all those around us and all those to come on our path.
So, with all that being conduited ....through me? out of me?)...... I feel that for me personally, that last meditation was a gift, a blessing, a way to break down more misunderstanding of how and why I have so much religious knowledge of one way of thinking, one way of worshipping.
The last moments, allowed me to mend and be OK with, and be OK with speaking my truth in the here and now. Whatever it takes for one to slow down, truly take time to think of what he or she was taught while growing, what we internalize and ingest in many forms each and every day; each and every moment even.
(I am thankful for my mind slowing enough to breath deep in each moment, a sense of all the major things and ideas, ideals, in the past, I've run in circles in my mind. (The latter concept reminds me of the circle/cycle of life symbol, the many circles, represented by the hanging in my meditation area.) I counted 7 especially white and noticeable Small circles, made by the outlines of the larger circles in the TREE OF LIFE; hanging in my mediation area. This TREE OF LIFE also had seven down the exact center horizontally, seven vertically on the center and seven horizontally as I just made reference to. It made sense of the rainbow, (I saw a tiny but vibrant rainblow yesterday a.m., while meditating, reflected off the bamboo vase... althought the sky was grey.) It's seven colors, or Chakras, or Jesus saying in the Bible, that it is necessary to FORGIVE seven times 70, in one verse written. Seven is magical, and so are all the things that just came to mind!) (Just today a young mother said they picked 70 for part of their identity on email, but didn't know why, I have always felt it was a feel good or lucky type of number also in life.) 70, put of 100; as a percentage, is almost perfect, if almost cool, it/ 70%... a "C" status represents: almost prefect, almost anything keeps those accepting where they are at in life, being OK with almost being whatever they strive towards; they just need to always keep striving toward playing their inner music. Wherever you focus your mind and life energy, you will physically manifest that which you most desire subconsciously and when you are awake. Almost, a "C" status makes up the vast majority of those, not trying to be "perfect"....We all get a "C" in life lessons, no one hasn't made a mistake, or sin as I grew up knowing it as.
But... in a sense, they are really just various life colors, life lessons of basic principles; some more vibrant, more noticeable than the others: such as: the golden rule, love beats all of the negative societal energy, live and be love, light is always all around us, if we truly desire to live in it.
Just as is the negative thoughts and actions. Our realities are and will become what we think, eat, act like, and dream. Wherever our goals, emotions, reading, writing takes our minds; is where we lead ourselves, it's where our reality will shift. (The latter statement is crucial to realize, because if we don't understand We control our single and collective thoughts/ consciousness... and let it control our views, thoughts, actions, etc. We in the end... will be... controlled by it (our mind), at its whim of negative or positive thinking, and actions and even lucid dreams.) Each moment of thought and being present is important, you owe your mind, it does not own you!
This is the case with abundance and with scarcity, with love, with hate, with all the other polar opposites in life. (This is what I tend to be, growing up, here and then there, back and fourth, as a yoyo; but very rarely notice that these days, mainly because I do not will it, have no use for that any longer in my life. I just want love, living from my heart, that contagious feeling that one gets and receives when love and non judgement flows as a nice white positive energy exchange... in life. We have all seen and felt that, we have all been that energy, along with its polar opposite at one time or another.)
(no, this is not proper grammar ore even spelling it is a raw and honest flow
... but it does feel good to write)>>!<br>
OOOFTA, I feel great, for once about even with a physical orgasm, created though the mind and yearning to dive in, learn more of my existence, all of our existence.
NOW..I (we all) need to breath even deeper, even slower ........ in the moment. to hold back in to the now without loosing this feeling, this knowing like I have never known confidence, but... without ego for its drive for once in my life!
Sorry if this will seem to be a blabber, for myself; this core self, I know it was grand and a break though, a break down of negative guilt, etc. My back even stretched and cracked as I was OK with all of this new thought, and feeling, etc. (This is crucial because our mental guilt and hate reflects into physical back pain generally.) THANK YOU FOR letting me share; and: NAMASTE.....to all you fellow souls on this journey.
Malachi
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"MIND.....BODY.... AND..... SPIRIT AWAKENING
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Hello Pdx'ers,
I want to say have a great day in the sun today, you're worth it!
-A friend and I offer a well rounded package of MENTAL and PHYSICAL well being activities that are EFFECTIVE and LIFE SUSTAINING.
-Want to feel ENERGETIC and POSITIVE again in each and every passing moment?
-Do you miss FITTING into those jeans that hug you...oh so nice?
-Want to feel UNCONDITIONAL light and love inside, so you can share that with others?
-Feel like obtaining what that INNER VOICE SAYS, that you know will make you happy and live in a a state of BLISS?
-Want to appreciate each and every moment 100% that this universe gifts to you?
-Want to live your life without FEAR or DOUBT?
The above questions continually came to my mind when I was suffering a bit in life, and realized I wanted.....needed to change for good, forever!
My friend and I offer(on a sliding scale and/or partial barter):
-Personal training, in or out of a gym atmoshere.
-Yoga, in many forms; advanced or for beginners.
-Meditation in various forms.
-Nutrition/Diet couseling.
-Photography/video of all AND/OR some of the services you choose from this offering.
**FULL SUPPORT without any form of Judgemt or Ego involved.
**Feel free to check out a blog (by cut and pasting the URL below)....of one of our clients, the blog follows intial stages of this porgram, and is... honest and real as it gets........>>>>>>> "http://www.xanga.com/mecurialmethod"
**REPLY TO:lallierlier@gmail.com forthoughts, concerns, or to take action and explore all levels of YOUR self!
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p.s. -I honor you all for following your passions and playing your inner music! YOU are happiest by serving others, and playing that inner music is a beautiful way to serve!
**ARTISTIC PHOTOGRAPHERS (I would love to do a painted body shoot as a lizard, my spirit guide, followed by my physical being on canvas; rolling as a little child would play?)
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I AM OFFERING TFP'S, AND CAN DO THIS WITH STASIA BLISS, ON MM, OR YOU CAN CHOOSE ONE OR BOTH OF US; DEPENDING ON YOUR COMFORTABILITY LEVEL. YOU CAN FEEL FREE TO TURN THE CAMERA ON ME ALSO, I LEARN AND GROW......BEST BY DOING BOTH ENDS OF THE CAMERA. *********************************************
