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Outlast Inland – Chapter 5

Desperation

Chapter 5 concerns desperation and the premonitions of regret or perhaps even a fatal reckoning.  Man, tasked with the contemplation of his own end must face an ocean of uncertainty and the very real possibility that all of his life's energies and intentions may have been misguided and in the moment of truth, his whole life's purpose absent and his skewed nature necessitating a very painful absolution, as a last sense of comfort he has only his lingering sense of disdain. A righteous feeling that exists at least in the forefront of what may actually finally come. 
Perhaps in the end, even this lonely note of defiance will be ripped from him.  Purpose.  Perhaps this was the mistranslated notion of meaning, or whatever gave the man pause and perhaps even form.  Perhaps this human experience was always something flawed and the necessity of meaning was a reflection of the problem itself, the deviation from the source.  The universe in flow, interrupted. 

But that is what gives character to that ceaseless energy.  Beyond matter, electricity, or god. 

There is no telling what those final moments might look like.  Perhaps, lying on a wooden board or the fiberglass remnants of a piece of hull, a man's strength must eventually give way and perhaps after so many hours half floating, half submerged in the dark ocean beneath in the hot sun, parched and dehydrated, he will prove too weak to fend off the sharks that may find him or maybe he just loses his grip or falls asleep and slides into that dark water, waking only to find himself a half a dozen meters down and swallowing a lungful of water in alarm, he is pulled down, down into that endless watery hell or else becomes easy prey to those giant hungry beasts beneath and is torn apart limb from limb in his last moments of awareness.

The mood of disdain persists because,... is that not the very art of life itself?  To stare down the awful knowledge of death and in spite of its horrible certainty, to express in some way some defiant gesture?

Perhaps one's whole life is really only the precursor to how those final moments unfold.  Death and meaning, they are linked.  And life?  Perhaps life is meaningless, and therefore free.  Free from meaning, free from need.  But what is life and what is death?  When we think we are living, are we actually dying? 

And what makes a man desperate?  Is it the dying, the living or the fear? 

In the end, there must only be the fear, the pain and the release.

Right?

#perhaps
#outlastinland
#chapter5
#desperation

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Jess Harper - http://www.modelmayhem.com/1643235 *
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