Mayhem # 801081
**I do not do implied/nudes
Modeling has always been my dream. My goal is to be a role model to girls everywhere and show them that no matter how much you've been picked on,stepped on, and told you can't make it, you can never let that take the best of you because if you truly believe you can make it you will.
I go by the name Kush.
My mother and father i love more than anything in this world, they have devoted their life to me and taught me the morals i have today. Parents are the only people who will devote as much true love as they do.
In high school I moved to the place where i always came in the summers, the place where the icy breeze melted my heart, the place where i was born, Chicago.
I am not afraid of expressing my feelings because i AM human and every experience i've had, i have learned from and i hope others learn from my experiences as well.
Truth is I was picked on in grade school mercilessly which greatly took a toll on my confidence and eventually pushed me into a state of depression.
In high school i struggled through extreme self conciousness and self criticizing thoughts which lead to awkward relationships with people, resulting in the further decomposition of my confidence and my life.
Through years of finding who i am, rebuilding my confidence, and realizing that the series of unfortunate events made me stronger as a person and more compassionate towards others, i am who i am today, and i am so thankful for it.
I believe confidence is attractive, ego is not.
I am not perfect but I feel perfect.
I am not a model, but a role model.