"Shed your skin to reveal your demons, the world loves your sin. You fast then binge and rust with Credulous, quixatic pillow talk, (whispers of desease) to those devils who fuck our angels in the back of their cadillac, screaming lust to the righteous indignants."- Jessi Terror
No one really understands me and Im cool with that. Its a lonely place inside my head but I do enjoy my solitude. I seem to be more creative in ideas when not bothered. I play guitar, sing, write music, draw, sew, cook and dance. Im the jerk of all trades. lol
I cant classify myself, I dont think anyone can. I have been told that Im more metal than a sack of burning, dead babies. Im not sure if it was a complament or insult but Im an optamist.
I am Hungarian, Scottish and German. Not sure why I felt compelled to tell you that but Im not sure why I feel compelled to poke dead things with sticks either.
Other than sitting in the corner of my dark room in fetal postition, rocking back and forth, (Get that stick from out your ass and take a joke.) modeling is one of the things Ive found myself to be pretty good at. Its a release for emotions I dont portay very well in the really real world. Give me an outlet and shoot me, please!
FYI, I am not selfish with the credits, the only reason there are none on some of my pix is because they where my ideas, my wardrobe, my make-up, my husband who shot them and myself who edited them. Dont confuse this statement with me thinking my pix are perfect cause I know they are not. I do them cause when I have an idea in my head I have to execute it before I lose it. If any photographers would like to recreat anything in my port with me feel free to ask.
I love meeting new creative people who I can collaborate ideas of art with. If you like what you see and think we can make something origanal, "awe" inspiring, epic or fucked up together then please hit me up....
If you want to send a F.R. for any other reason other than working together, GO FOR IT! I wont deny it unless your spam, wich in that case you wouldnt have read this.
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INTRESTS ARE EVERYTHING.
IF YOUR GAME, IM GAME.
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This image was fashioned around my very first hate mail. Im not sure why she sent it.... maybe because of something I said about eating P.E.T.A. members???? Who knows or cares? Please send more, after all it is your hate that feeds me.
More of what people think of me
Your not possessed, your just eccentric. ~ April Hudak
Your a sadistic bitch~ Garrett Nelson (my husband)
I wish more people where like you.~ Joey Gardina (tattoo artist)
The world would be without problems if more people where like you. ~Guyette Luster (sister)
With this glance and this expression which puts at us out of the bottle and this body which gives an impression to us in a phantasmagoric sexy way, I had one good moment because your installation is really large because your work is completely professional and between us, you made some splendid images with a beautiful face and a perfect body. thank you has you that you are large a model and a really beautiful ~O_Mar Photographer (at first I thought he was calling me fat.
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I've been a fan of yours for a while, you're a huge inspiration!!
I was just so impressed by your fearlessness....how many chicks shave their head and look as gorgeous as you!? you inspire me to take risks. ~Jessica Horton (model)
I'm a very big fan of whatever is going on in your head! lol. i mean that in the best way possible. ~Jamie Ivins (photographer) $$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$
LOOK WHAT I CAN DO!....
Ive modeled the Nightmare Syndrome t-shirt a few times even after I thrashed it to make it my own. (They told me to)
Ive modeled for BruceXCampbell (the band) The design will be on a T-shirt.
Variouse modeling sites such as BloodyMessyGirls, Serial Killer Girls, Pinup Kittens and more.
I have done a little banner work for The Mulligan Project.
I won 1st place in my hometown talent search for the music I wrote and performed. I got a place in the county fair.
I do open mics every now and again. Ill keep you posted on when and where.
My good friend Pagan made me this bikini so I thought Id promote the hell out of her. She is such a wonderful person with an insane line of clothing.
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