I always have and hope will feel that there is something outside myself, higher than myself, guiding me or maybe watching over me. And no matter how depressed I become how low I feel, how undeserving I tell myself I am. I know the first shall be last and the last first. I am needed and will be watching, waiting. And also I must have more patience with people and the world around me, to treat people like I want to be treated. Slow down a bit, live life one single moment at a time. If you’re a hardcore Christian this is the golden rule, if a Buddhist, Taoist, or many, many other countless religions, this to is the key principal. And there lies one of my deepest cuts, religion. I am done with that and think this more just a good way to live life. Do not get me wrong, I am no saint and have to try like hell to live those first few lines. But I recognize and try to learn the errors of my ways. I am not getting any younger. HAHA! Now that you have an idea of where I am trying to get lets see who I am.
Well then… how would I describe myself? Hummmmmm. I guess in starting I would that I am the definition of  “The Aires Man.” A model-A illustration, more than any other in the universe. Ever trying to embody the strictest utterance of my sex: Whether eternally boyish, or painfully macho (sometimes alcohol is involved with this one.) HAHA! In my seemingly endless exploration of masculinity, whether physically, emotionally, or psychologically, I have become somewhat self assured sometimes unapologetic in attitude and in behavior. But I have become extremely comfortable in my thick skin and am learning to follow my own ambitions, my own dreams.  Sometimes, I must say, with no awareness, seem to take freely what I want, when I want it, oblivious to obstacles or the admonitions of others.  Maybe a fault, or in my own eyes, maybe a conquering spirit, thriving on the pursuit of working with my mind and my hands, sometimes leaving little room for a personal  life. I have overcome a lot of adversity in this life and I know that in time I will reach the stars I have aimed for.  But it makes life interesting, so I guess I should back to jogging and working out, it isn’t getting any easier.  Look me up you’ll like it. HAHA! I am straight foreword and will try to never beat around the bush. If you need me and i need you we can and will succeed.

  I pursue everything with the same fire and zeal. I work hard at everything I do and never tire in my pursuit to be the best at the things I love in life. If you tell me it can't be done, step back because something is very likely to blow up. I don't believe in words like stop, or can't, or won't, ect... There has to be a way. I know that I am very capable of anything now it is time that you see the same. I am the master of my destiny and I will succeed at all my dreams and goals. And my goal is to do anything to succeed in my life and dreams.I would like to get know more about what it takes to succeed at this. I have raw energy, but realize there is more to it. I will never fear or shy away so if you need something like this, I am your man. I think this speak of my style, raw, to the point, and straight forward. More important to me than money is a connection with those who shoot me. I take direction well and know that if I make a good connection, magic can and will occur. The money will come, and faster with a little of this. So if you think you can use this then contact me and " lets get it on."

You can contact me at [email protected] or Yahoo messanger under sexijessejames. Also at myspace.com/jdpjr33. If i find we have something going I'll give you more info. I have a great photographer who loves to shoot me, so if you are looking for something specific, just let me know and I'll get you pics. PEACE. - James

Steve Henry #     161966

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