I think I know the answer to my own question here, but I figured I'd put it out there (/on here) and get a consensus.

I've been at this for about 5 years and so far my only success is being published in hair magazines since 2010. I'm kinda disappointed in myself for not trying harder and making more of an effort to put myself out there. I'm trying to submit some stuff to magazines, but they want so many from different shoots, a general genre, and releases signed by all parties. I get it. No problem. But its a pain in the a**, especiallysince I lack my own computer and a printer/scanner.

I guess this is more of a blah-rant, but I think my question is... Do you ever feel the same way? Get lazy and then beat yourself up over it? Run into technical issues that hold you back? Got any tips for getting one up and going? Should I sell posters???

I also believe I need to move to a better area. Greenville, NC doesn't really offer much. Planning to move to the Raleigh-Durham area soon. More opportunity out there. Maybe I'll have better luck. *puts head down on desk*