August 01, 2012 11:48pm 'Sophia Be', I didn't realize you had so much to offer? I should probably turn back now? I should probably RETREAT; before I have to SURRENDER? I should probably throw in the towel; before I have to throw in my 'Will to RESIST'? This is such an overwhelming endeavor? I didn't realize I would have to meet you at the 'Intersection of Desire & Lust'? I was hoping I could turn RIGHT: but now that seems like the WRONG way? I was hoping I could gracefully NAVIGATE around your CURVES? Now it appears I was hoping against HOPE? I didn't realize your 'Steep SLOPES' would prove to be such a formidable UPHILL climb? I was hoping I could make it 'To the TOP'? Now I'm just hoping I can make it? I don't think I have enough 'Stamina or Endurance' left to successfully TRAVERSE this terrain? Wow, I'm EXHAUSTED and this all feels so PREMATURE...?