Renee HydeModel Female New York, New York, US
My Website: My Yahoo GroupMy MM URL: http://www.modelmayhem.com/botsybaby
Mayhem # 1050
If I recently thanked you for a request or responded to an e-mail and you can't remember who the hell I am... it's ok, I'm lucky I can remember who I am sometimes too. After not logging on for over 2 years I decided to finally log on. My father died about 2 years ago and I can't say it's done much for my social skills. I think I've gotten better about it. Still struggling with the work/life balance though. Not sure how to kick that bad habit. lol.
Too hot and have totally lost interest in anything regarding taking pictures. Sorry. It will pass.
Not working like an animal and it's kind of refreshing.
Currently working too many hours (60+), but working on not working that much... hopefully... soon. Please save me!
12/22/10 Landed in NY on the 15th of December. Not sure how long I'll be here... but I'm here. Not that I've been very interested or active in any of the online modeling communities. Have thought about doing a "I'm too damn old to get in front of the camera" tour with my 30th birthday closing in on me (Na, I'm not upset at all about turning 30 *sarcasm*). (Although at least I'm honest. I love it when I see others on here that say they're 24 years and I know for a fact they're older than me. Damn that gets me.) May want to get some interesting pictures in before the mid-life crisis/nervous breakdown hits. lol.
5/10/10 I'm back in az for ????? and am not sure how long I'll stay, but I'm back for now. I moved to NY 1/28/09 and came back to Az on 4/22/10.
6/6/06 *I'd like to introduce my brother to everyone. He just joined MM. Feel free to check him out! His MM # is 141891. Cheers!*
Left handed and hopefully in my right mind, I'm the Chameleon Model of Arizona... (oh wait, NY? ummm where ever I'm at, lol) and the last of the non-nude art models. Everyone has a title for themselves and that is the most suitable one I could think of for myself. I am not one particular type of model, but many. I can morph into and create just about whatever look, category, style, etc, that you can dream up for me and wish to achieve. 1/4 Italian, 1/4 Scottish, 1/4 Polish, 1/8 Serbian, 1/16 Irish, 1/16 German, I'm a mixed bag of tricks.
I'm interested in most anything and always looking to try something new and push my own personal envelope. Things that fall under art and artistic are the things that excite and inspire me most, but am not limited to this. I DON'T do NUDES (I really mean it, you won't find me on the internet naked any place, no paid sites, notta), at least not in the real sense of the word naked (what you see in my portfolios is what you get), and I don't do porn either. Don't get me wrong, I have an appreciation for nudes, just not my own. I do on occasion do implied nudes on my terms which includes pasties, bandages, band aides, tape, etc. If you can't shoot around the atrocities I put on my body to cover up, then what exactly are you implying? To be honest though, it's not really my line of work and if it starts getting too revealing I start looking sad and weepy. An implied nude to me is like getting me to drink the broth from the animal flesh that I don't want to eat. I have issues with implied work and for me to be completely nude, nothing covered, is like asking a vegetarian to eat meat. Respect my wishes and limits.
I'm not tall or skinny, and I don't consider myself beautiful. Put aside costumes, wigs, and all the extravagant make-up and I think I still have a look very much my own. Strong jawline, fine features, good bone structure, expressive eyes, nice hair, and whatever else that people have pointed out to me. The things people say they like about me are sometimes even the things I was once picked on for. My own worse critic, a bit of a perfectionist, I would rather state what people say they see. I don't believe anything is ever flawless because nothing is ever truly perfect. I do have very good skin and nice teeth, a joy to have in photoshop with minimal touch-ups. I guess I'm natural, as in no surgery to enhance any part of my body, I don't diet or exercise either (shame on me). I have my ears and naval pierced. I don't have any tattoos, but I do like them.
I'm honest, hard-working, tenacious, and full of more ideas than I know what to even do with, down to earth. Born in Long Island, raised in Upstate NY, moved to Hawaii at 17, then to Washington, and then finally to Arizona. I get around. I have an excellent work ethic and believe in doing things in a New York minute. I don't FLAKE OUT on people. Sometimes I'm not the quickest to commit to a project, but once I do, I'd have to turn up dead to cancel or not show up. I'm very serious about whatever I'm working on, but at the same time I'm not a stick in the mud and know how to have fun and even laugh at myself.
I'm most interested in paid work. Not because I love money, but because my dream is to make money doing what I love.... creating art, telling a story, full of expression. I don't have hooker rates either, yay. I don't have stars in my eyes, selling my soul in hopes of being rich and famous. Not that it wouldn't be nice to be rich and famous, I'm sure it has it's perks, but I am all about the art and the need to express myself. I look forward to working with anyone who is of the same mind. If you have any questions, feel free to contact me. I always respond and in as timely a manner as possible.