UPDATE: Finally after TWO Whole years I finally got to log back in and boy do I have some cleaning up to do.
I am back down to my prepregnancy weight now and am working on toning certain areas of my body in between my retail job and kids at home:) I am coming off of a hiatus I took to spend time with my youngest son after his heart surgery. He's currently doing well and I thank all those who gave us well wishes and sent positive energy our way during that time period. I am now modeling again and am chalked full of creative ideas and oozing exotic colors:) I want anyone who works with me to understand this. I am NOT a TWIG, I am a thicker girl in the hips and thighs and derrière area:) not fat, but thick. I have scars from pregnancies etc. I do have a job though that demands a lot of my time but I will work with you in setting up time frames that I can shoot with enough prior notice:) I have been gone for awhile to be with my kids but it's time for me to come back and make some wonderful art. I cannot currently drive at the moment but I will work with you and we will find a way to make it happen as I have trustworthy friends that can take me to shoots and drop me off if needed on occasion. They don't stick around for the shoot however as that's just a distraction and can quickly become an inconvenience to both the photographer and myself. Thank all of you for your patience and if you have any questions just PM me:) also I have lots of NEW work to upload so il be revamping my profile and adding new photos over the coming days and weeks so check back in:)
You can call me Phoenix. This is the story of my rebirth. I am me. i will change for noone. i dont tolerate rampant stupidity. I am very opinonated.i have an amazing sense of humor:) have 2 sons. Both with unique illnesses that make life as a mother stressful enough as is. So if your just a man lookin to take pics of a random naked chick for fun please don't waste my time. I am all for creative endeavors so if u have ideas please don't hesitate to send me a message I will always listen and work with you to create something unique and beautiful. I have had some rude photographers in the past and would prefer not to endure that again so if someone with a history or scars or tattoos is not on your agenda, you may want to move on. I am however one of the classiest and most laid back ladies you'll ever meet and I work hard to make sure every shoot is fun and that we have a good time doing it. I'm the type to crack jokes and fall over accidentally but it's always a worthwhile day in the end.
My bottom line is that I do this for the fun and the creative outlet it brings me. I'm no artist, I can't draw that well, but I know how to take and make a pretty picture without a pencil or crayon and those last forever. Cause when our bodies are gone these are all that remains.
My Modeling goals are really just to put myself out there and be something that people can honestly compare to, to show that everyone is beautiful even in thier own way. To be something my sons can be proud of, TO BE different, and to enjoy being so.I am really currently looking to do a goth,fetish,dark, vampire/demon,fantasy themed shoot. I don't have much of that in my portfolio and am looking for a eclectic well rounded port. I am very much into adding more fetish and unique themes to my portfolio as well. I however, since I am starting anew, am open to ALL ideas and creative ventures. Bondage of varying forms, indoor and outdoor are also genres I'd like to add to my repertoire. Also looking for someone with good photography and photoshop skills for a Succubus/Demon styled shoot as well, and may even incorporate bondage into that. I have Another theme idea having to do with chains or dungeon esque them. I have some specialized tasteful drug related photoshoot ideas i need to collaborate with someone on as well. I am a fan of faeries and DRAGONS as well so if you can do something of that caliber hell yes. I'm getting into cosplay heavily as well and need someone to work with on something of that level. I also am looking to do a black light shoot and a variation of Body paint themed shoots. Bright colors and even Dark bloody-gore or horror core style themes are of interest. So shoot me lines and ideas if this seems up your alley:) I still do glamour and boudior as well. I am rather ADD and my interests reflect that. I like everything and am up for anything at least once:)
And on another note, if a model who has stretch marks or scars is not something you can deal with then dont ask to work with me. I dont need to be torn down by someone expecting perfection. I am me and i do the best I can with what i have. Dont ask for more than that. Respect me, and my body, I respect you and your camera. Thank you
Anyone who would be interested in going on this adventure with me, please feel free to contact me. Also, If you wish to friend request me, please at least leave a TAG or a small message so I can know a little bit about you or your interest in friending or working with me. Thanks so much.
BODY MODS----READ BEFORE ASKING TO WORK WITH ME.
***I DO almost always have brightly dyed hair, currently Royal Blue. I try keep mine freshly done.)I have 3 tattoos. One is a chest piece nautical star and wings. I have an infiniti dragon on my right forearm. I have 3 roses (blue,purple and black) on my right ankle area that feeds into a full PHoenix leg piece that encompasses most of my right leg from front to back. It is currently unfinished but still looks bad ass. That tattoo will have another session in February, the artist who did it has been published in many tattoo magazines and I'd love to see her work in more so I'm always open to tattoo oriented shoots:) I have a labret and a tongue piercings and 8 10 and 12 gauges piercings in the lobes of both ears as well as two cartilidge piercings in my upper right ear. If needed, these can be all edited out for a natural style shoot. My nipples are both pierced as well.
I realize I do not have that "perfect traditional barbie like body" and I won't, it comes from having children and as I've mentioned before I have scars and some stretch marks across my tummy and a few on my upper arms(nothing that cannot be edited obviously, however I also know that this world needs models in every shape and size, something real people out there can compare with and respect because they are simliar, not these poor souls starving themselves to try and look pretty and fit in.
I want people to work with me because of the spirit and passion i put into my work that shows in my eyes when a picture is taken, not because i might fit a stereotype. I have scars, i have faults. And I am proud to have them. We're only human. I want to find someone whose willing to take the time and effort to work with me to boost both their port and mine and to make the world a more beautiful place:)
Pictures last far after the soul has left this world so lets take as many as we can shall we?
You can also reach me by email at Soulblackenedphoenix@icloud.com
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