UPDATE: Son is doing okay after heart surgery. Still have 25 lbs to go to get back to prepregnancy weight. Still up for working provided anyone whoworks with me understands this. I am NOT a TWIG, I am a thicker girl. not fat, but thick. I have scars from pregnancies etc. I have weight on my hips i am working on that currently as well. I have very few people i trust to babysit so weekends work best for me or weekdays after 4 but sometimes it can be tweeked if i have enough prior notice. I have been on a bit of a hiatus as its been hard to leave the home with the lilest ones recurring heart problems but i will accomodate as i can. for those who i have promised to work with in the past, i appreciate your patience and i will come to you as i can. those who live closer get priority as my gps currrently broke but i will do what i can. thank you
My name is Becky. I am me. i will change for noone. i dont mess with stupid people. i am very opinonated. i have a 4 year old son. and a 9 month old who had heart surgery. And that can sometimes conflict with scheduling, but i try my best. . So i ask, that you be patient if you decide to work with me, as with my managers job and my home life, it can be rough to find a date to shoot, but I do try to make sure everybody gets what they want in the end. And i appreciate any effort people take on their part to be respectful of that.
I want the best exposure i can and to find the best photographers.
My Modeling goals are really just to put myself out there and be something that people can honestly compare to, to show that everyone is beautiful even in thier own way. To be something my son can be proud of, TO BE different, and to enjoy being so.I am really currently looking to do a goth,fetish,dark, vampire/demon,fantasy themed shoot.I am very much into adding fetish and unique themes to my portfolio. Bondage of varying forms, indoor and outdoor. Fantasy styled work is great as well. Also looking for someone with good photography and photoshop skills for a Succubus/Demon styled shoot as well, and may even incorporate bondage into that. Another theme idea having to do with chains or dungeon esque them. I am a fan of faeries and DRAGONS as well so if you can do something of that caliber hell yes. I also am looking to do a black light shoot and a variation of Body paint themed shoots. Bright colors and even Dark blood/emo style themes are of interest. So shoot me lines and ideas if interested.
And on another note, if a model who has stretch marks or scars is not something you can deal with then dont ask to work with me. I dont need to be torn down by someone expecting perfection. I am me and i do the best I can with what i have. Dont ask for more than that. Respect me, and my body, I respect you and your camera. Thank you
Anyone who would be interested in trying the venture with me, please feel free to contact me. Thanks so much. Also, If you wish to friend request me, please at least leave a TAG or a small message so I can know a little bit about you or your interest in friending or working with me. Thanks so much.
BODY MODS----READ BEFORE ASKING TO WORK WITH ME.
***I DO almost always have brightly dyed hair, currently Black with Teal around my face and bangs.(not the dirty faded color, I try keep mine freshly done.)I have 3 tattoos. One is a chest piece nautical star and wings. I have an infiniti dragon on my right forearm. I have 3 roses (blue,purple and black) on my left leg calf to ankle area. I have a labret and a tongue piercings and 8 10 and 12 gauges piercings in the lobes of both ears as well as two cartilidge piercings in my upper right ear. If needed, these can be all edited out for a natural style shoot.
I realize I do not have that "perfect traditional barbie like body" and I won't, it comes from having children and i do have scars and some stretch marks across my tummy and a few on my upper arms(nothing that cannot be edited obviously, however I also know that this world needs models in every shape and size, something real people out there can compare with and respect because they are simliar, not these poor souls starving themselves to try and look pretty and fit in.
I want people to work with me because of the spirit and passion i put into my work that shows in my eyes when a picture is taken, not because i might fit a stereotype. I have scars, i have faults. And I am proud to have them. We're only human. I want to find someone whose willing to take the time and effort to work with me to boost both their port and mine and to make the world a more beautiful place:)
Pictures last far after the soul has left this world so lets take as many as we can shall we?
You can also reach me by email at Soulblackened@aol.com
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