Model Female Portland, Oregon, US
Mayhem # 1939958

About Me

"I am ill with the obstinacy of images, reflections in cracked mirrors. I am a woman with Siamese cat eyes smiling always behind my gravest words, mocking my own intensity. I smile because I listen to the OTHER and I believe the OTHER. I am a marionette pulled by unskilled fingers, pulled apart, inharmoniously dislocated; one arm dead, the other rhapsodizing in mid-air.

I laugh, not when it fits into my talk, but when it fits into the undercurrents of my talk. I want to know what is running underneath thus punctuated by bitter upheavals. The two currents do not meet. I see two women in me freakishly bound together, like circus twins. I see them tearing away from each other. I can hear the tearing, the anger and love, passion and pity.

When the act of dislocation suddenly ceases- or when I cease to be aware of the sound- then the silence is more terrible because there is nothing but insanity around me, the insanity of things pulling, pulling within oneself, the roots tearing at each other to grow separately, the strain made to achieve unity."

Tidbits and what not:

Lifedrawing Credits:

The Drawing Studio (Portland, OR)
Hipbone Studios (Portland, OR)
Full Circle Gallery (Portland, OR)
Oregon Society of Artists (Portland, OR)
Three Rivers Art Gallery (Oregon City, OR)
Cuevas Art Studios (Hillsboro, OR)
Bamboo Grove (Portland, OR)
Brush and Palate
Studio 30 (Portland, OR)
Go Figure Drawing Group (Gresham, OR)

Christopher Mooney (Portland, OR)
Ted Chilles (Portland, OR)
Nancy Cuevas (Hillsboro, OR)
David Van Zandt, Sculptor (Portland, OR)
Jason Failla (Portland, OR)

Pamela Mathues (Seattle, WA)
Matt Krolak (Seattle, WA)
Elle Zee (Portland, OR)
Visioluxus (Portland, OR)
Ted Wen (Portland, OR)
Xaviar Vargas (Portland, OR)
Andrew Kaiser (Portland, OR)
Maga Soto (Portland, OR)
Zya Dissolve (Portland, OR)

-Currently accepting new assignments.

-Willing to travel for paid assignments. Consider paid, TFP/TFCD assignments.

-Admire the work of Chad Michael Ward very much!

-Interested in working with other female models.

-Consider nude and implied nude assignments. Please be specific with assignment details when contacting me.

-Very much wants to do sci-fi themed shoots! Will help with costume design!

-Hair and makeup experience.

-Friend Requests: Please tell me why you want to be my friend and what you like about my work. I usually only accept requests after I have met a person, even if I have been in contact with the mode/artist and admire their work.


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