Malice the Macabre

Model Female Hagerstown, Maryland, US My MM URL:
Mayhem # 2741838

About Me

mal·ice ˈ ma-ləs
noun1 : desire to cause pain, injury, or distress to another

2 : intent to commit an unlawful act or cause harm without legal justification or excuse

ma·ca·bre mə-ˈ käb; -ˈ kä-brə, -bər; -ˈ käbr ə
1 : having death as a subject : comprising or including a personalized representation of death

2 : dwelling on the gruesome

3 : tending to produce horror in a beholder

I'm an artist first and foremost. I use modeling as another outlet for creativity-collaborating with snother artist to create something amazing.
I'm not vain, but in fact the opposite-although I don't personally find myself attractive, I also can't deny the usefulness of my shape as a tool for creativity. Two of the most beautiful things in the world to me are the female form, and trees. I tend to paint them both a lot.

I enjoy being on both sides of a lens. I'm rather versed in digital photo manipulation-Photoshop and the like. I'm pretty much self taught in everything I do; trial and error are my best teachers.

I make my own One of a Kind pieces of art, jewelry, clothing, props, etc. When I make/sell jewelry, it tends to be of the steampunk variety. I hand sew things that are reminiscent of a ragdoll-each piece is made from several others. Nothing is out of the realm of what I'll use honestly.
I favor making and or altering my own clothing, since my body shape is difficult to dress. I've recently been called an "Artist Extraordinaire" because I have yet to find a medium I can't do and do well within the field of art. With that being said, I'm into the more artful styles of poses or implied nudes.

I WILL NOT do overtly sexual or pornographic poses, nor am I comfortable with having strange hands on me in a sexual manner...that's not what I do. I have no problems posing with women in tasteful and beautiful ways-guys not so much.

I have no issue with exposing my breasts(I prefer some sort of) However,there will be no "vajayjay" exposed-I simply hate the way mine looks, so don't hold your breath on that point. Wearing a thong is the barest I will go, end of story. childbirth isn't kind to ones pluming.

I'm not above doing all I can to help (and more often than not, do everythign but the photography myself) such as make-up, hair, wardrobe, suggestions, etc. I practically have a thrift store's collection of props, costumes, vintage clothing/jewelry/accessories,make-up, etc.
Need faux pearls? I literally have almost every color. Need thigh highs? What kind? Vintage nightgown? Gloves? What color?

I've done most of my own tattoos-and the ones I didn't do myself, I drew (with one exception) I'd list the number of them, but it's ever growing. I also did a good bit of my own piercings.

-body mod stats-
earlobe-0g, 6g, 10g
cartilage, conch-14g
lip-one centered, one on the left-2 additional scar holes from previous piercings
both nipples-14g
Former navel piercing (I plan to let the old one heal, and re-pierce in the future. I'd had it since I was 13, and left it in through pregnancy, so it was stretchy)

I also have a red birthmark on the right side of my face in front of/on my ear that continues and hides under my hair for the rest of it. It vaguely looks like a lipstick mark. My mother called it my "Angels kiss." I don't like to feature this in pictures, as its not flattering in the least. I'm not ashamed of it, it's just not really flattering.

I'm truly a carney by blood;grandmother, great grandparents, uncles, etc-even though I have no formal sideshow experience, and have never performed as an act; I'm a hyper-flexible or "double jointed" if you will. Sadly, with the awesome bendy perks, also comes the unpleasant daily agonizing pain of fibromyalgia, some disease I can't pronounce, let alone spell, arthritis, etc. I'm a crippled contortionist if you may. I can't stand for more than a few minutes without something to brace on, such as my cane. Some poses are very difficult to do because of this, but I do try to Hold position the best I can, you just may have to give me a moment afterwards, or snap an extra shot or two. I'm also Practically blind-20/2000 vision, and I wear glasses. I take most photographs with them off, but because of eye surgery I had on both eyes when I was 2 (cross-eyed) I can't tell if my eyes are focusing properly, and sometimes one will drift without my glasses,so I need verbal guidance with that; just say something like "derpy eye alert" or some shit, you won't offend. I also literally can't open my eyes to sunlight without my glasses on, so please don't ask me to do that, because I'll just look like I'm constipated, and really, who wants that for a picture? Not this lady.

My hair is often a bright random color-at one time or another, it has been every color in the rainbow.I have even done the "half and half" hair styles, on more than one occasion. In most of my pictures I have dreadlocks that I have sewn beads, gears, buttons and such into.

However, due to issues with my wrists, I could no longer give my dreads the attention they both deserved and required, I cut them off. Currently, my bangs have grown back, and my hair has grown out a little-it's reminiscent of Major Kusinagi from Ghost in the shell, or Ramona Flowers from Scoot Pilgrim vs. the world. The color is currently purple with my dark roots being awfully visible.

Chances are anything you see me wearing, I made or altered, as I previously described. That being said, tattered Ragdoll/scarecrow style, gothy steampunk is my default look.

I adore abandoned old places, where nature has decided to take back it's space. I would truly love to one day shoot at Transallegheny or a real life "secret garden" I especially love the more twisted style of thing with a splash of beauty-silent hill esc if you may, or American Mcgee's Alice.

I'm a complete nerd, with the "no filter" kind of humor sprinkled on top. I'm tactless yet charming :} a lovable scoundrel. I'm a true gamer, spending most of my free time playing Star Wars:The Old Republic these days. With my re-immersion into the mmo world, my xbox live days have been limited.

I'm very easy to work with, unless you are offended by people who curse like grumpy old lady sailors and find humor in any situation. That being said, it doesn't mean i'm unprofessional. I'm often the female equivalent of Dr. House, cane and all (minus the pill popping)

If you have a "no escorts" policy, I'm not the model for you, so please don't bother.

Unless I have someone I deeply trust with me during (at least) the first shoot, I can't open up to the camera-you'll get more out of me with my husband present than you ever would with me alone-the opposite of most models, I know, but please understand and respect this-you'll hardly notice him aside from his towering size and helpful assistance with my physical limitations. He's my usually photographer, so he knows the drill and won't be in the way.

I am very limited as far as travel goes as we no longer have a vehicle of our own, I also do not have a driver's license, nor will I probably ever have one. My availability does not depend on me alone, as my son comes first, and my husband would likely be the driver who works 4/10hr nights.

I'm available most Wednesday afternoons, Thursdays all day, Friday all day, and Saturdays before 4 pm, and most Sundays.

I would love to be paid for a shoot, but as a freelance physically disabled artist, I completely understand and value the concept of trading services/goods if that's not an option; I won't argue with being paid, but I won't demand it like most models either. Both of our time is valuable, and I prefer to work on equal equal ground.

With that said, I however, will no longer pay for a shoot unless it's a reasonable price. None of this "$200+ for a pinup session" bullshit. I can get better results from people who shoot for free for one. I'm here to create art with other artists, not line the pockets of a pure capitalist with no real vision.

I have no way to afford upgrading my account, but desperately need to do so. I would be extremely grateful if a kind soul were to gift me an upgraded account. Just the next level up would be all that's necessary.

You won't find an inflated ego here, but rather an ambitious, quirky, outspoken dork who just happens to have DD boobs, who has to sometimes shop for shoes in the kids section -_-


So I used to have a nice long list here with my 4 separate publications, other photographer's I've worked with, and my most recent appearence in the upcoming movie "MILFS vs zombies...but every one of them erased...I'll update things with better details another time...


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