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Tattooed Beauty Queen

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AGAIN... same dumb boy, same dumb friends, same dumb shit. just a different day.

I hate seeing pictures of him with another girl. I hate the way he looks at me when we're hanging out, the way he touches me, the way he acts like he cares... he really doesn't.


I hate her for ditching me for her boyfriend. He has implanted himself in her ass. Am I really not that important? She can't leave him for a couple hours to have dinner with me? damn, I must suck.


boys want to fuck me, but they have significant others. am I always going to be a dirty little secret? why do I let them do this to me? cuz I have no dignity left... fuck, I'm a shitty mess.



[end rant]

Feb 17 08 11:32 pm Link

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- Phil H -

Posts: 26552

Mildenhall, England, United Kingdom

Tattooed Beauty Queen wrote:
AGAIN... same dumb boy, same dumb friends, same dumb shit. just a different day.

I hate seeing pictures of him with another girl. I hate the way he looks at me when we're hanging out, the way he touches me, the way he acts like he cares... he really doesn't.


I hate her for ditching me for her boyfriend. He has implanted himself in her ass. Am I really not that important? She can't leave him for a couple hours to have dinner with me? damn, I must suck.


boys want to fuck me, but they have significant others. am I always going to be a dirty little secret? why do I let them do this to me? cuz I have no dignity left... fuck, I'm a shitty mess.



[end rant]

Rough night?

Feb 17 08 11:48 pm Link

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Tattooed Beauty Queen

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- Phil H - wrote:

Rough night?

I lost my mind tonight. can't stop thinking about crazy things I have no business thinking about.

Feb 17 08 11:49 pm Link

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- Phil H -

Posts: 26552

Mildenhall, England, United Kingdom

Tattooed Beauty Queen wrote:

I lost my mind tonight. can't stop thinking about crazy things I have no business thinking about.

It's part and parcel of the human condition, but nothing you need be hard on yourself about smile.

It's better to have the ability to feel these things than not, so if you want to unload a little, go right ahead smile

Feb 17 08 11:54 pm Link

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- Phil H - wrote:

It's part and parcel of the human condition, but nothing you need be hard on yourself about smile.

It's better to have the ability to feel these things than not, so if you want to unload a little, go right ahead smile

haha, thanks. basically what it comes down to is that I am crazy.

Feb 17 08 11:57 pm Link

Feb 17 08 11:59 pm Link

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EL Perdido

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TERLINGUA, Texas, US

move far away

Feb 18 08 12:01 am Link

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EL Perdido wrote:
I think a change of venue would do you a world of good. Put some miles between them and you. Worrks wonders

been thinking about it.

Feb 18 08 12:02 am Link

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- Phil H -

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Mildenhall, England, United Kingdom

Tattooed Beauty Queen wrote:

been thinking about it.

He's right, I once put 6000 miles between my and my pain in the ass at the time ......... and it was f*****g wonderful big_smile

Feb 18 08 12:04 am Link

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- Phil H - wrote:

He's right, I once put 6000 miles between my and my pain in the ass at the time ......... and it was f*****g wonderful big_smile

I just need money then I could leave and find a new job. smile

Feb 18 08 12:05 am Link

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Admiral Frog

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Roswell, Georgia, US

Tattooed Beauty Queen wrote:

been thinking about it.

I would suggest New York

Feb 18 08 12:08 am Link

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Frog516 wrote:

I would suggest New York

possibly...

Feb 18 08 12:14 am Link

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- Phil H -

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Mildenhall, England, United Kingdom

Frog516 wrote:

I would suggest New York

Hmmmm, I wonder why New York specifically, lol

Feb 18 08 12:20 am Link

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- Phil H -

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Mildenhall, England, United Kingdom

Tattooed Beauty Queen wrote:

possibly...

Do what e-string did, find yourself a good Brit and move to England, lol

Feb 18 08 12:21 am Link

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- Phil H - wrote:

Do what e-string did, find yourself a good Brit and move to England, lol

lol. I wanna move far away by myself. with my cat and rat of course.

Feb 18 08 12:23 am Link

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Admiral Frog

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Roswell, Georgia, US

Tattooed Beauty Queen wrote:

lol. I wanna move far away by myself. with my cat and rat of course.

Just make sure you stop by New York so I can photograph your Tattoos

Feb 18 08 12:29 am Link

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- Phil H -

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Mildenhall, England, United Kingdom

Tattooed Beauty Queen wrote:

lol. I wanna move far away by myself. with my cat and rat of course.

Pah@minor details, do the Brit thing, then once settled, go Heather Mills on his ass big_smile

http://news.bbc.co.uk/1/hi/entertainment/7246711.stm

Feb 18 08 12:30 am Link

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Frog516 wrote:

Just make sure you stop by New York so I can photograph your Tattoos

kay!

Feb 18 08 12:31 am Link

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- Phil H - wrote:

Pah@minor details, do the Brit thing, then once settled, go Heather Mills on his ass big_smile

http://news.bbc.co.uk/1/hi/entertainment/7246711.stm

lol!!

Feb 18 08 12:31 am Link

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Admiral Frog

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Roswell, Georgia, US

Tattooed Beauty Queen wrote:

kay!

alright.. hurry up. smile

Feb 18 08 12:32 am Link

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Frog516 wrote:

alright.. hurry up. smile

smile

Feb 18 08 12:33 am Link

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Admiral Frog

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Roswell, Georgia, US

Tattooed Beauty Queen wrote:

smile

Did you leave VA yet?

Feb 18 08 12:34 am Link

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Tattooed Beauty Queen

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Frog516 wrote:

Did you leave VA yet?

not yet! haha!!

Feb 18 08 12:38 am Link

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https://i197.photobucket.com/albums/aa263/chaeasaur/IMG_0710.jpg


these are my best friends... they suck.

Feb 18 08 12:45 am Link

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Admiral Frog

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Roswell, Georgia, US

Tattooed Beauty Queen wrote:
these are my best friends... they suck.

People don't suck in NY

Feb 18 08 01:05 am Link

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Kristen LT

Posts: 3564

New York, New York, US

Frog516 wrote:

People don't suck in NY

Werd.

Feb 18 08 01:06 am Link