The Beautiful Beast wrote:
Hi, I’m Chizumi or Chiffon, either one is fine to use.

I would say I’m a newbie all over again; it’s been a while since I modeled and frankly I feel like the ol’Chi spirit has dwindled. 

The story is, I had cancer and my body is finally recovering from all the stress it’s been under, but I’ve also lost a lot of my self-confidence. Very little hair fell out, only my bangs, some from the center and the back of my head. So, I put hair in intentions to make it look fuller. My skin completely dried out…mostly in my face and hands…and I put on a little weight, which is good . …But I need to tone.  I don’t feel the same anymore.

I love modeling, but when I get in front of a camera now, I blank out and it takes a while for me to get comfortable. So, needless to say…I need a little guidance please.

Maybe, a few new poses….make-up tips? Maybe even help me with styling….what looks would benefit me and what looks I should avoid? 

So please, take a look at my port and give me some feedback, tell me what I’m missing or what I’m doing correctly.

I would appreciate it very much.

Thank you.

Chizumi.

The Beautiful Beast wrote:
*Waves.* Hello

Oh it's gone for good I hope.

Hmm hair conditioner? Well, thats a new one...any brand I should get or any one will do....I do use coco-butter sometimes, but I find it too greasy on my skin..and it stains my clothing.

Thank you very much for that little tip.

Chizumi.

Suave, ya I have been doing it since I was a kid and my skin now at 25 is a soft as my 5 yr old daughter..lol..I get the oddest looks when I tell people to use conditinor. But it works great...CONGRATS HUN...I really hope it stays away...I am sadly waiting for my turn.... every female in my family is either dead from cancer or just now getting over it I am next in line it sucks..I did have skin Cancer they cought before anything really bad happened. So I might not get Cervial cancer..

sweet_texan wrote:

Suave, ya I have been doing it since I was a kid and my skin now at 25 is a soft as my 5 yr old daughter..lol..I get the oddest looks when I tell people to use conditinor. But it works great...CONGRATS HUN...I really hope it stays away...I am sadly waiting for my turn.... every female in my family is either dead from cancer or just now getting over it I am next in line it sucks..I did have skin Cancer they cought before anything really bad happened. So I might not get Cervial cancer..

Oh no! I hope not, it's nasty stuff...I'm so glad that they caught your skin Cancer before anything major happened. I have the same problem in my family, all the women get it...I would blame the who bombing of Japan and nuking the poor kids...but I think my great-grandmother had it before then. I'm not sure, my grandma passed from ovarian cancer last August.

Oooh! Too much sadness in this topic.... Hmm Hair conditioner...I am totally giving that a try, it sounds fun.

Chizumi.

P.S - You're simply Gorgeous!

The Beautiful Beast wrote:

Oh no! I hope not, it's nasty stuff...I'm so glad that they caught your skin Cancer before anything major happened. I have the same problem in my family, all the women get it...I would blame the who bombing of Japan and nuking the poor kids...but I think my great-grandmother had it before then. I'm not sure, my grandma passed from ovarian cancer last August.

Oooh! Too much sadness in this topic.... Hmm Hair conditioner...I am totally giving that a try, it sounds fun.

Chizumi.

P.S - You're simply Gorgeous!

Yah give the condisioner a shot and let me know how it works..Aww thanks sweetie I was just thinking the same about you..