I mean do I even got the look or not
I don't know even know anymore

well you get out of this site what you put in.
what have you put in?

have you networked here?
searched casting calls, availability notices, etc. ?

we don't know if you've been actively modeling somewhere else, but you've been on this site for about half a year, and have 2 self shot pictures in your portfolio.
it doesnt represent your modeling capabilites very well.

to have an active model account (per site rules) you should have at least 4 images and at least one needs to be full length.
so either step it up, or deactivate your account.

only you can ask yourself what you should do.

if you want a critique go to the critique forum.
its the only place where critiquing is allowed here.

so as some friendy general advice:
if you build it they will come.

best of luck with whatever you decide.

Well, so much for offering my input. She answered the questions for herself, I suppose...

O_o

it was a "he" not a she. and yes, it seems he made a decision.
best of luck with his future endeavors.