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Koryn

Posts: 39496

Boston, Massachusetts, US

My brain is going to explode.

Jul 10 14 10:19 am Link

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BeatnikDiva

Posts: 14859

Fayetteville, Arkansas, US

Me too.  My whole body is one big stress explosion waiting to happen.

:hugs:

Jul 10 14 10:35 am Link

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Koryn

Posts: 39496

Boston, Massachusetts, US

For me, it's mostly about money. I'd saved up a lot to move, but then my cat got sick, and all kinds of other crap. When it rains, it pours. I just want to move and start over fresh, with the people I love most. Everything is conspiring against that, which I probably should have expected.

Jul 10 14 11:03 am Link

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BeatnikDiva

Posts: 14859

Fayetteville, Arkansas, US

Yup, the money is an issue for me, too, but more than that, my window for giving notice is very small, and we're trying to negotiate timing.  His assistant is leaving for law school, and wants to go on the 1st, but I can't be there that soon.  He wants there to be an overlap so I can be trained at least a little before the assistant leaves.  I can be there early the following week, which I'm hoping will work.  Ugh.  Waiting is hard, and I'm ready to go!

Jul 10 14 11:50 am Link

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Koryn

Posts: 39496

Boston, Massachusetts, US

I know that - for us, for people - things work out the way they need to work out, and you really can't feel attachment to the outcomes, but life can be cruel in its ambiguity.

Jul 10 14 12:20 pm Link

Photographer

DougBPhoto

Posts: 39248

Portland, Oregon, US

I feel ya sad

So much stress, so much aggravation, so little time.

Jul 10 14 01:36 pm Link

Model

BeatnikDiva

Posts: 14859

Fayetteville, Arkansas, US

Koryn wrote:
I know that - for us, for people - things work out the way they need to work out, and you really can't feel attachment to the outcomes, but life can be cruel in its ambiguity.

I already feel attached!  Ugh!  Fuckity fuck.

Jul 10 14 01:46 pm Link

Photographer

Shadow Dancer

Posts: 9777

Bellingham, Washington, US

Koryn wrote:
My brain is going to explode.

Just don't spatter any of that sensible on MM, it will ruin it.

I know you will find a way to get back to your stomping grounds, and soon.

Jul 11 14 06:44 am Link

Photographer

Paolo D Photography

Posts: 11502

San Francisco, California, US

I bent my wookie.

Jul 11 14 07:12 am Link