Ryan Berzerk

Model Male Daytona Beach, Florida, US
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About Me

Growing up in life I fought so many hardships and experienced so many treasures along the way; all amounting to everything that I am today. I had always known that I had potential and my goal was to make that kinetic and achieve ascendency. From the start I knew in my heart that I could be the diamond among coals, maybe I could progress humanity, I could slay the dragon, and that I could change the course of time. I was born in Florida and grew in Daytona Beach. Adopted at a young age, I was raised in a nice house with my family who also brought in foreign exchange students. I traveled seeing most of North America from Alaska and the Yukon to Mexico. Exposed to many cultures and languages I was lead to learn and I aspired through grade school and with accomplished results.
As a young teenager I was attracted to the rock and roll lifestyle. My friends and I banned together as if we were all clan kin of a tribe. We drove each other to the extreme with freestyle sports, music, and art, always progressing further with accumulated skill and knowledge. Hurricanes were frequent and waves were plentiful. I surfed and skated and picked up the guitar for the first time in the same year. Every weekend was a concert and we went and partied. Mosh pits became the new jock sport. We were anti-cool. I stood for the underground underdog. Always captivating people’s attention because of my wild antics, slick tongue, and quick wit I gained many friends and many enemies. It seemed there was always a force against me. I have been tested many times and had to prove my fortitude and will.
Experiencing so much within only a few years of my life had hardened my soul. I had seen so much pain it seems I enjoyed it. I knew within myself that any struggle is only training for the final test. I was at the peak of my high and my crew was established and influential when a cataclysm occurred. A hurricane had reaped havoc across the peninsula destroying my home. I was robbed of some of my most precious belongings, I watched my best friend and mentor tragically loose the love of his life and I had the most intense spiritual epiphany that defines my coming of age. I saw within the eye of the storm a message and an imprint on my soul. I was shown my grave future and I knew it had to be changed. My inspiration drove me in a new direction, I was no longer being attracted to violence, nor did I wish to perish. I found love in a woman who captured the beast and tamed a wolf into a lapdog. I cleaned my act and harnessed more energy into creativity and positive influence than I had ever expelled or lost. I found my calling and it was to inspire others. Still I aspire to find this greater good. My strength is in my unique perspective and my ability to perceive and judge; my talent is with my innate focus and inspirational creativity. The person that was once a hurricane reaping havoc is now a positive driving force for righteousness.

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