Mayhem # 2890023
About MeFirst of all Hi to everyone again! After a long hiatus, I am back! :-) Life has it's moments, some are good and some are tragic, and in the past few months it has been tragic, from problems with my oldest daughter, to my only older brother passing away (from Stage 4 Kidney Cancer). However, life does continue, and you can't let things take you down.
With all that has happened, it has affected me, both emotionally and physically. If you're looking to shoot raw emotions, well, I can definitely make that happen. My emotions are raw right now, they are outside of my body, I can have a smile on my face but those tears rolling down my cheeks, or I could be lying in the grass with my eyes closed and just thinking to myself...why?
Physically I've gained weight, does that change things, sure body wise that is. I'm overweight, so what? If you have a problem with that, then that's on you. I am happy with myself, I love the way I look, my scars (had a C-Section), my tattoos, my stretch marks, etc. I am a mother to 3 amazing and beautiful children, one of which is Autistic - so yes, I am an "Autism Mom." One of my three tattoos is a puzzle piece, with the Batman symbol representing my son, who is my hero. Another is my oldest daughter's footprint from the hospital the morning she was born, and the third and last (for now) is a butterfly. My tattoos are there to show you who I am, so I would like to not hide them, as they make me who I am.
My imperfections make me perfect.
As far as my goals, I'd like to show people that you don't need to be skinny to be happy with yourself. You don't need to be a size 0-6, or whatever. Just be happy with yourself. I'm chubby, and guess what - I LOVE IT BABY!
So if I've sparked an interest, then send me a message, lets collaborate and show the world what awaits!