My Bleu Phoenix Page -
http://www.bleuphoenix.net/truthcrystal
I have marked all of my photos as 18+ so you will have to be a member of MM to view them. If you want to contact me you will have to do it on here. I took my e-mail off because of to many scams. If you are looking for a model where all you have to do is just point and shoot I am the one. If you like a model who comes up with her own ideals I am also it, and if you want one who can do there own hair and make-up. I have done all of my make-up and done my own hair in all of my photos. You can contact every photographer I have worked with and ask them about me if you want. I am accepting only paid assignments at this time, but will do tfcd also if it is something I really like. Now, where ever I have the most offers I will travel to. I like to do all type of modeling. I see the body as a form of art. I have great facial expressions also. I work well with others and I do not bring drama to work. I am artistic and and might help with ideals for a shoot. I go to a shoot and I will give the best job I can. I will make sure you are happy with my pictures. I do work from glamor to artistic. I will not do nudes that look trashy only ones that look artistic. I do not mind being covered in mud for a shoot. I do not mind working long hours either. I make sure I am ready for a shoot. I still need shoots with other models and one with a male model. If you have any shoots like that, that you need to do let me know:). We can discuss pay for a job when we talk. If I have to go to far I would ask to help with gas.
A World not My Own
I thought I was free, no place for me
no were to run, no were to scream
trapped in a world with no place to go
held here by the greed and demand of the unknown
I want to run, I want to play
to live my life to the fullest everyday
for now I am trapped in a world not my own
I have no freedom, no decision is mine
no where to go
trapped in a world not my own
I try to find away out, a way to escape
just to be thrown back to the hands of faith
why can I not find away out of this dread
the longer I stay I wither with in
my smile so bright turns so cold
no sparkle does my eyes hold
what keeps me held to this world
not wanting to let go of this prison I hold
trapped forever in this world not my own
why will it not let me go, forever making me part of its own
trapped behind these walls none can see
I want to scream, I want to yell
to tear down these walls of hell
there is no love or joy for me, just a nightmare only I can see
for when I think I am free, it sucks me down deeper where I can not breathe
can one come and set me free, destroy what hold me here
trapped forever in this world not my own.
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