Hi I am Jemma Pixie Hixon also known as Jem_Plastique
Have a Listen
http://www.youtube.com/jemmahixon
For the past 8 years i have been suffering severely
with an ilness called agoraphobia,
meaning that i have a fear of going out.
It is an anxiety disorder, often precipitated by the fear of having a panic attack
in a setting from which there is no easy
means of escape. the sufferer becomes confined
to his or her home, experiencing difficulty traveling
from this "safe place.
It has become so bad recently that i cant go anywhere anymore.
I cant go to the shops
I cant go to school
I don't have a life anymore
I am not giving a sob story here but saying 100% the truth
so people dont judge me.
I have no self confidence what so ever,
probably due to constantly being bullied.
Im sick to death of getting messages asking if i really have agoraphobia, it is hardly something you make up thanks about being so ill that i cant leave my house do you have any idea how crushing it is to be like me. Unable to do all the things i want to do! It is RIPPING my entire family apart and YOU sit there judging me
I have lost all my friends because they didnt understand, I have my family and my boyfriend
Thank you to my brother and my boyfriend in particular for everything
DONT JUDGE
Now I am sick and tired of people judging me yes i am blonde but im not incompetent, jut because i am blonde and do wear makeup this doesnt mean i want to do "glamour" i am versatile i dont fit into a box, i change my style every day therefor i can be anything i want to be.
I have been to an all girls private school for the duration of my education, I am NOT what you expect achieving high grades, and my interests are far from what you would image from Paleontology to history
PLEASE DONT TALK TO ME IN A PATRONISING TONE
I am a very creative individual and I love taking risks as a model. I put 100% effort into every shoot and like with everything else i do my drive is to better myself each time. I want to produce a variety of looks. I like to vary my style from portrait to fashion to glamour to alternative
IMPORTANT DETAILS:
-NO nudity NO EXCEPTIONS!
-I usually travel with a chaperone
I HAVE BEEN BROUGHT UP TO RESPECT ITEMS, MY TEDDIES HAVE THE LABELS ON THEM, MY MEMORABILIA ARE ALL STILL IN THEIR ORIGINAL BOXES, SO IF IM LEANT CLOTHING I CAN 110% ENSURE YOU THAT IT WILL BE LOOKED AFTER AND HANDLED WITH CARE.
IM A SINGER AND LOVE TO MODEL
MYSPACE MUSIC :
http://www.myspace.com/jemmahixon
YOUTUBE VIDEOS:
http://www.youtube.com/user/jemakabarbie
I am a singer and have done a lot of studio work and television work, singing on the bbc.
I would like to experience modelling as i have an aspiration for it and i I would love to be given the chance to express my creative side through modelling
I tend to do a lot of photography of others and of myself.
I would love to be given the chance to express my creative side through modelling
