all my life i just wanted to make it... & believe i still do. when i was young, probably not even a year old, i posed to be in mags or whatever else- i'm not sure of. though my parents couldn't afford it. couldn't afford to pay for the dream they never thought i'd actually still want til this day. growing up i always received letters & cards in the mail inviting me out to audition & model but my mother just wouldn't let me. i honestly do not know why & she has never told me. so, now that i'm 19 & out of school, i decided to try things on my own. i really just want a chance. i know if i have just A CHANCE, i could make it. no regular life long job will satisfy me. i want to be doing something i love doing & something i know i will be good at for as long as i live. i cannot bare an office job or some job where i'd be doing the same thing until i die. i would hate me life! Lol my style is pretty chill most of the time... meaning i just do what i feel that day or that moment. i can't help but live for the moment, i can't live any other way. i'm a bit shy from the beginning b/c i'm such an observer. i love taking pictures though. i'm not shy in front of that camera. Lol i'm interested in runway too. i do my own make-up & hair. i recently chopped it off though b/c i decided to go natural... no dying & no perms. so i'm definitely tracked up right now until i reach my desired length. real nails, real body, & i'm even growing my eyebrows out. kind of a fresh start on becoming who i want to be... which includes being a model. i'm 100% committed to whatever it is i set my mind on doing. looks are surely not everything which is why i don't mind going through this change. b/c there's nothing about a caterpillar that tells you it's going to be a butterfly.

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