Daily, in my dreams and when I wake, I see myself onstage. It's like a form of suspended animation that I desperately crave to be my reality. I'm gifted not only in modeling but in dance, acting, poetry and writing fantasy/fictional/sci-fi film scripts and short stories. I recently realized that I never see my face in my own dreams. 99% of the time my dreams usually flesh out to be some ridiculously awesome, otherworldly adventure. And if I'm lucky enough to remember them, I quickly wake up and write them down. The only time I see myself in my head is looking down onto a stage at this ethereal, multitalented dancer. Who can move her body in any way she sees fit with no earthly limitations. It's gorgeous. The only thing is that this dancer is faceless, but I know it just has to be me. This profile is a marker. A promising aid in my journey to give that dancer a face. My aim is to make that dancer a concrete representation of myself. I want to grow past my doubts and current skill level. I want to excel in all of my talents. I want this so bad. I don't want to feel as though I can only live onstage in a false reality. How cruel. I can do this and hopefully with Model Mayhem's help.

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