AGAIN... same dumb boy, same dumb friends, same dumb shit. just a different day. I hate seeing pictures of him with another girl. I hate the way he looks at me when we're hanging out, the way he touches me, the way he acts like he cares... he really doesn't. I hate her for ditching me for her boyfriend. He has implanted himself in her ass. Am I really not that important? She can't leave him for a couple hours to have dinner with me? damn, I must suck. boys want to fuck me, but they have significant others. am I always going to be a dirty little secret? why do I let them do this to me? cuz I have no dignity left... fuck, I'm a shitty mess. [end rant] Feb 17 08 11:32 pm Link Tattooed Beauty Queen wrote: Rough night? Feb 17 08 11:48 pm Link - Phil H - wrote: I lost my mind tonight. can't stop thinking about crazy things I have no business thinking about. Feb 17 08 11:49 pm Link Tattooed Beauty Queen wrote: It's part and parcel of the human condition, but nothing you need be hard on yourself about . Feb 17 08 11:54 pm Link - Phil H - wrote: haha, thanks. basically what it comes down to is that I am crazy. Feb 17 08 11:57 pm Link Feb 17 08 11:59 pm Link move far away Feb 18 08 12:01 am Link EL Perdido wrote: been thinking about it. Feb 18 08 12:02 am Link Tattooed Beauty Queen wrote: He's right, I once put 6000 miles between my and my pain in the ass at the time ......... and it was f*****g wonderful Feb 18 08 12:04 am Link - Phil H - wrote: I just need money then I could leave and find a new job. Feb 18 08 12:05 am Link Tattooed Beauty Queen wrote: I would suggest New York Feb 18 08 12:08 am Link Frog516 wrote: possibly... Feb 18 08 12:14 am Link Frog516 wrote: Hmmmm, I wonder why New York specifically, lol Feb 18 08 12:20 am Link Tattooed Beauty Queen wrote: Do what e-string did, find yourself a good Brit and move to England, lol Feb 18 08 12:21 am Link - Phil H - wrote: lol. I wanna move far away by myself. with my cat and rat of course. Feb 18 08 12:23 am Link Tattooed Beauty Queen wrote: Just make sure you stop by New York so I can photograph your Tattoos Feb 18 08 12:29 am Link Tattooed Beauty Queen wrote: Pah@minor details, do the Brit thing, then once settled, go Heather Mills on his ass Feb 18 08 12:30 am Link Frog516 wrote: kay! Feb 18 08 12:31 am Link - Phil H - wrote: lol!! Feb 18 08 12:31 am Link Tattooed Beauty Queen wrote: alright.. hurry up. Feb 18 08 12:32 am Link Frog516 wrote: Feb 18 08 12:33 am Link Tattooed Beauty Queen wrote: Did you leave VA yet? Feb 18 08 12:34 am Link Frog516 wrote: not yet! haha!! Feb 18 08 12:38 am Link these are my best friends... they suck. Feb 18 08 12:45 am Link Tattooed Beauty Queen wrote: People don't suck in NY Feb 18 08 01:05 am Link Frog516 wrote: Werd. Feb 18 08 01:06 am Link |